First to Say

The first one to say, “I love you” always lose.

The one who never gives a damn, always win.

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月云寺 Summary

Studies comes 1st.

25 years – start career, work for others so as to avoid conflict with parents.

26 years – 30 years only then, wealth will come.

Keep in contact with Encik Ow, we can benefit each other.

Broad Shoulder, Steady Footing, no worries about wealth. Health might be a problem.

Love Life wise not good, not advisable for relationship @ the moment.

Friendship, smooth sailing. As usual, I got what I need here.

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Captain Jack Sparrow

& perhaps just like Captain Jack Sparrow, who couldn’t love anyone else, more than himself.

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The World

Should I go out and see the world??

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Good For??

Honestly speaking, what am I good for?? What am I good at??

I just fail in whatever I do, be it stuffs I wanted to achieve or stuffs I wanna achieve just for the sake of achieving.

Or is it the effort part?? But it doesn’t seem so because no matter how I look at it, no amount of effort seem to be able to make things work out just the way I want it to be.

How is it that others are able to do certain stuffs so effortlessly while I, can’t seem to get anything done or right regardless the amount of effort I put in??

Arggh!!! I don’t know anymore, I just and am not giving a fuck about anything anymore. Maybe I’m born with a well to do family cause God knows with my ability, I won’t survive on my own.

Sometimes people like me should just end up dead for the better good of this world.

I don’t wanna give up, but things just ain’t happening. Haven’t I been patient enough??

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你说

你说。。如果我用心的话，是否能追得到你？？

还是一路以来都是我自己一相情愿？？

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Stop & Start

I think I need to stop some things in my life & get started on some things.

For a start I should really stop thinking about having fun only… & smoking.

My accounts are piling!! So are my SPSS shit!!!

I’ve got only 6 more pay day to go. =) for some reason, as a start let’s go with a goal of $500 in bank after I ORD.

6 months, is there anything I want?? Hmm… How about wisdom tooth extraction & teeth scaling??

Remember that 2B license??

And my books?? Hard Truth by Lee Kuan Yew + that brown book on my office desk.

My batman comics? With Donald?? Can I ebay that shit??

Here’s a list 1st.

Stop
1) Only having fun
2) Smoking
3) Procrastination

Start
1) Saving, $500 after ORD
2) Teeth scaling
3) Wisdom tooth extraction
4) Read my books
5) Get back batman comics & ebay them
6) 2B license
7) Kopitiam Accounts
8) SPSS graphs

Done!!!

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Thinks Too Much

Sometimes, I wonder if I’m thinking too much. Reading too much into things.

But on the other hand, you’re doing the exact same things, aren’t you??

Or am I reading too much into it again??

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Dear “Shits Happens”

Dear “Shits Happens or Life Happens”,

I’ve friends who will be there for me. And that’s all that really matters.

Yours Sincerly,
Someone who don’t give a flying fuck

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Recaps of Year 2011

Just a few recaps of 2011.

 

Studies

I’m not studying. Thoughts of pursuing a higher education qualification but yet to finalize a plan.

 

Career / Work

In National Service, zero career prospect. Working relations with my colleagues is so-so. Only on good terms with my Encik.

Helping out time to time in Kopitiam. Prospect includes being the owner of the kopitiam, be own boss. However, still aren’t sure if that’s what I wanna do for a living in future.

 

Wealth

SGD 450 every month. Poor as fuck because I spend like hell. That’s my only income. Still relying on parent’s pocket money. Kinda a bit loserish.

Lend Donald SGD800 all in all but only got back SGD300. In the end, I still somehow spent that SGD300 because of him.

 

Love

Lost the woman I plan to marry.

Went on dates with Michelle but not the right one.

Have a few cheap thrills with girls whom I’ve never speak to after that.

Took a liking to Jesslyn, but nothing is working. Nothing will come out of it.

 

Social / Friends

This is the only part of my life which is working out damn well. I’ve a few true friends, though mainly are being just friends. Some will save my life if I’m dying, some help to a certain extend and some don’t really give a fuck but their own benefit.

Got to know a few awesome people as well. Know quite a lot of people though mainly are acquaintances.

Got a new godsister, Rina. Consider a blessing because she treats me nice and truthfully. Though I wouldn’t say 100% but a 95% is good enough.

 

Family

Still pretty much the same. Somehow I feel I’m on a closer talking term with my dad.

Relationship with my sister improves leaps and bound. Though can’t exactly say we’re that close.